I feel....
some type of way
girlishly giddy
nervously happy
excited
happy
cozy
did I mention nervous
I feel like I'm falling
I feel him pressed up against me
his arms wrapped around me close
so close...
I can feel his steady breathing against my neck
surprisingly soothing
I feel safe
to be honest with me (you)
I only felt a sense of comfort and security with him
I've spent many nights trying to recapture that feeling
though things have never been steady
I feel him here in that space

Now what's all that about???

And so I Write

I felt him when he came in…crawling into a familiar space

Caressing sleeping senses and challenging the depth of my sensibilities

Moving his hands up and down

Self pleasuring himself, amidst my silent objections

He began playing his song inside of me

Enticed by the slow steady pace

My body began to sway

My head cocked back

Remembering that his was the only song I danced to

Placing my head in my hands

Hoping to recapture all emotions

My layers began to fall

My conscience slipped away

Penetrating the surface

Moving deep to reveal my core

Pealing back that final piece

His song left me bare

At his feet.